i have currently been very neutral about my feelings. i don't want to love someone too much that when i loss them, i'll break into a million pieces. and that i'll be too miserable without them. maybe i'm just afraid of commitment. im talking about best friends okay, not boyfriends. im just so neither here nor there thesedays. My top priority is work. I hope i have not forgotten how to have fun like how i use to in kk. I seem to be more grown up/mature when i came here. mann, leaving kk really has coursened me up. for the better i guess? maybe. i just dun want to miss all the fun of college life. Its just first semester of foundation year and im all pressured up like a 'shaked-up bottle of coke'. should let myself loose one of these days. The pressure is slowly subsiding as my assignments are slowly being completed one by one. i can see the light at the end of the tunnel already. :) oh joy.
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