i practically did'nt do anything in class today. i was the only one who finished the model. everyone was like staring at me, asking me why im so relaxed. (its a gift, muahahaha). maybe i just enjoy what i'm doing, i don't really take it as a burden. Seeing my other friends stressing out really stresses me out cause im not stressed out at all like them.
For that matter, i came home early. haiz. truth be told, i wanted to stay longer, so that i can see that someone. :) i was in the cafe just then but then i did'nt know what to do. lol. what the hell am i doing mann. like so desperate for this guy. lol.
And again, the black dude came up to me and asked me where am i from exactly in sabah, i did'nt tell him cause i did'nt want to get close with him. ew! i straight away ran upstairs saying that i have class and shit. hahaha. but i'm kinda being mean ignoring ppl like that. it's not like their some kind of animal right, i've just been brainwashed that black ppl are ruthless ppl who might rape u anytime and drunks too. so yea, blame me for being scared. The guy even asked why im so afraid of him. hah. idk. im just full of shit sometimes.
And then in class, my friends were like asking me advise on their design, it gets boring sometimes. maybe cause i straight tell the truth if i like it or not, and whats wrong with it and all. im just a good critic. . i give them more ideas on how to work their model. shit. i can be lecturer already lo.
I hate the weather nowadays. its like been raining every evening and i hate it. makes me sleepy. so i just blast my ears with the mp3. hhehee. i seriously cannot waste time. i have to submit 3 assignments next week and i have a group meeting tmr that may take the whole day. and i still have'nt applied for my stupid resident card, from the beginning of april they will charge rm50 for whoever don't have that card before they enter. shit. i hate this place.
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