omg. im such a kluts mann. i dun even noe if that word exist. but yeah. :(
i just want to tell you i effin like you, dude. i don't want to keep my hopes up. i just want to maintain neutral in all aspects of my life. but hes so hawt!!!
Hes natural-ness makes him hawt mann. ok, i was practically 'glancing' at him whenever i had the chance. oh shit. i hope he did'nt notice, but you guys know i suck at covering up these kinds of things. when i stare i seriously stare like nobody's buisness. lol...
But do u think its a good thing that the guy i like knows that i like him. It was so depressingly awkward when i met him the 2nd time mann. :(. i know. its complicating. but u have to see thru my eyes to know whats actually going on.
Its kinda hard to 'accidently' meet him after his work, cause he works till 10pm. damn. and its like this from momday to friday, and thats the time im always at school. hmm. . i have been itching to get his number. but its so gay of me to do that. girls don't ask for guys no, rite? lol.
hmm..other than that. tmr, review of our model for design class. im so effin worried that i did'nt try hard enough to produce the best. i have been wanting a "perfect" comment by the lecturer. my heart is pumpin like a nascar driver's.
today, the freaking black dude keep looking at me again. shit mann. so annoying la this. luckily im surrounded by all my guy frens so he would'nt have chance to talk to me again. muahahaha!!
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