Yesterday, i came to a conclusion that i shall no longer crush on anyone for awhile. its so stupid to wait on a guy. i just realised that i can do better. I have'nt found my Mr. Right. Hopefully, by being myself, he'll come to me. :) forgetting about the cutest and nicest guy i've seen so far, is hard to do. but this is not my aim at this point of my life. My aim is to be better, make wiser choices and be a strong leader.
My history assignment, truth be told, im not so satisfied with the work, i feel we could have done better. Just due to the lack of time, we had to rush things. we had a week of planning, and another 2 weeks of carrying out the project. Along the way, we had many conflicts and tough decisions to make, but in the end we managed to pull through. When the project was about to kick off i was rather nervous about it. afraid that something might go wrong, as the design might not fit well with the rest of what were doing. Lots of things were going through my head. Dead lock. Then someone had to rush things even more and produce shit work. (i'll never forget his stupid character).
A african guy who has been stalking me for awhile, finally got the perfect chance to stop me and tell me his feelings for me.he said when he looks at me he feels happy. you have no idea how grossed out i am about it. He was like can we be more than friends, i was like Nooo..(silently). he got abit mad. asked me why. i was like i dunno. then he was saying whether we can go out for lunch to get to know him better. yerh. why la my life like this. i said i was extremely busy. shit. should have just told him i got a bf, then he'd stop bothering me.
My guy friends have came to a conclusion that black guys like me, cause they keep telling him that they like me. =.=''. i shoud just tan myself brown. wear heavy makeup and dress like a hobo, im really uneasy about these kinda things.
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