Broken.

I feel as though i'm just not here. I'm a figment of my own imagination.

Have you ever had that feeling when you're dad plays with you're head,

saying

"Oh. Stay in KL, explore, expose yourself, don't come back!"

then tomorrow he changes his mind,

"You're coming back in a weeks time"

then i'm like stunned there, not knowing how the hell i'm suppose to respond to that.

This is not the first time he did this to me.

It was uncountable times.

Right now, i just refuse to believe anything he says anymore.

He is just a hypocrite of his own words.

I don't really know who to believe anymore,

I feel as if the universe is against me.

FML.